that fat girl

I hate feeling bigger than everyone else. Like guys would rather be with my friends than me and that they only invite the fat girl to the party cus she's got hot friends. I hate it. soooo much. I want to be thin more than anything. I will have to fight temptation tomorrow when people go out for fast food after my water polo game and then again this weekend when I'll be at a church retreat and only have certain unhealthy foods available. mahhhh well, I shall just not eat! Plus I'll bring my own food. Well good luck to anyone else fighting temptation!