absences are my thing

It has been way too long since I've posted, I got down to 133 which was great, but then I started getting weirdly emotional and unhappy and eating a ton and it was like I just couldn't pull myself together! My job at a bake shop isn't helping any either. But I think I'm am making a turn around, I've gotten all the way back to 142 which actually makes me cry, but I have a new goal and a new system and I'm working hard. I am going to train for a 5k, then move on to a 10k, then my dad and I are going to run in this San Fransisco run thing! I am excited to have a solid goal that comes with a strict work out plan to burn calories! Plus I get to have some father daughter time. Water Polo will be ending in about a month and I am soooo ready. Lately I have not been enjoying it at all and it has actualy caused me to eat more and gain more weight because I am unhappy. My unhappiness has also led to other absences besides my break from this blog, I missed school today do to illness, I ditched most of Friday, and I haven't gone to tons of polo practices. but oh well, I'm hoping my new regiment will get me back on track! Good luck to anyone else trying to lose!